Category: decline and fall

Tues. July 30, 2024 – Still home, but not forever…

Sunny and hot. Again. Dripping sweat hot. Again. Summer is still here.

Yesterday I started my day sweating in a storage unit. Got that job done, and decided to see my main auctioneer. They are still swamped with their own items, so I’m still holding off bringing them more.

Hit the Goodwill bins on my way home. Didn’t get much, but did pick up a couple of things for me, and a couple for the auction. Went to dinner with my sibling, and had a nice chat. W and the Ds are at her parents’ house for the rest of the week, while I’m headed to the BOL to work.

So today I’ve got pickups to make, supplies to buy, a truck to load, and a dog to drop off at a friend’s house. Then I can head out. By the time I get all that done, I might sleep here and head up later. I don’t want to shift another day, as it’s easy to slip the days… and I don’t know if we’ll have a sunny day later. Or in theory, I could take the wife’s minivan…

I just hope I am not dripping sweat the whole day.

I’ve added a couple of solar panels and an inverter or two to the stacks. I’m bidding on an inverter/charge controller and another panel today. I want to start slapping some sort of solar power system together, so I can start finding the unknown unknowns… as solar has moved up my list. I still need a good source for batteries though. Several of my lead acid leftovers no longer take a charge. Something is sure to pop up soon.

And I’ll stack some more when it does. Stacking is what I do.

nick

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Mon. July 29, 2024 – busy day today…

Cooler to start, but plenty hot later. Forecast says we’ll be in the clear after all the rain we’ve gotten, and I’m sure that will make the air hotten… or something like that. Rained gently off and on all day Sunday, so I stayed indoors and puttered.

I spent some time looking at laptops to find something to use at our upcoming convention for power point. I have a stack of lappys but one won’t boot, one has a black screen, one battery doesn’t charge… one is an atom based wimpy POS, and the others are win7 with ppt 2007 installed. I might have to use my new toughbook…

I did some more cleaning and organizing. I can now mostly walk in an L shape in my office… I pulled out two 3 foot stacks of books to take to the BOL and put on the shelf there. I’ve got another 6 foot to take there next trip too. I have a huge pile of stuff to take up there this week. I probably won’t be able to fit it all in the truck, but I’m going to try. It’s also been almost two months since I took anything to auction, so there is a bit of a pileup of that stuff too. I’ll get to it eventually.

Today I have some hobby stuff to do, then pickups, then send the females off to the east coast for a family visit. I’ll eventually head to the BOL but I have stuff that has to get done first.

There is always something that has to get done first…

Oh, and I have to hit the Lowes for materials before heading up too.

It’s a great life…

Stack some projects so you can keep yourself busy. And stack the stuff you need to do the projects. You’ll be glad you did 🙂

nick

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Sun. July 28, 2024 – bad boys bad boys, whatcha gonna do?

Another rainy day in store if the weather liars get it right this time. Overcast, light rain, cooler… now look what I’ve done. It’ll probably be 100F and sunny, just to spite me. It spit rain and stayed overcast pretty much all day Saturday.

Did my thing in the morning, hit a couple of thrift stores and a pawn shop near my pickup. I’d never been in the stores before. The Goodwill was laid out differently than most, and had zero good stuff apart from a few t shirts. I need some new shirts as I’m wearing them out at the BOL. The non-affiliated but still churchy thrift had high prices but I still found a couple of LP albums. They had a dozen pipes and a rack with a humidor jar, but none of them were anything special and they wanted 3x what I was willing to pay. They did cut the price in half when I asked, but that still wasn’t really enough. Dr Grabow pipes are very common and were never expensive pipes.

Ran out the clock on the rest of the day doing laundry and messing around. I was tired and my brain was fried.

Today I’ve got all the usual stuff to do, and some stuff for my non-prepping hobby. Depending on weather, I will try to do some of the outdoor stuff too. Don’t think that is likely though.

I’m sleeping late today, trying to catch up a bit. Doesn’t really work, but it feels better.

Can’t make up sleep, and can’t use the preps you don’t have… so get to it.

nick

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Sat. July 27, 2024 – non-prepping hobby day, then auction stuff

Cooler, then warming later. Rain. No rain. Light rain. Who knows. We got all of them yesterday at some point. It is nice starting the day cooler, gotta admit that, even if it comes with the rain.

Did a bunch of driving around to pick up stuff. Did some kid chauffeuring too. DIDN’T do the prep I should have for my club. I’m supposed to be providing some laptops for powerpoint, and maybe signage. I’ve got ’em, just didn’t get them all loaded with PPT and ready. I’ve been busy with other things most days.

So I’ll do my meeting, run up north for a double pickup, then head home to do some stuff I should have done already.

Family is going to visit east coast relatives next week. I’ll be headed to the BOL for most of it. Nightraker, if you are still living in the same place, drop me a line? I think you are nearby…? I don’t like splitting the group, especially when air travel is involved, but we still have to live our lives, and seeing family is important.

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Had a chat with D1 while we were driving. It was mostly about my prepping philosophy and timing. And how hard it is to get the timing right, vis Jews leaving Germany ahead of WWII. Better to be too early than too late, I think, and how that applies to our lives and what I expect to see in the next few years. Hopefully it made sense to her.

She’s growing up before my eyes, and it should be helpful to have her ‘on board’ with the why as well as the what.

Times are changing. The system has inertia, massive amounts in most areas, but enormous forces are being brought to bear. The critical decisions have already been made and when we look back, we’ll be able to see when we crossed the line and the bad things became inevitable. The stage is being set, pieces moved into place. Even me and my wife, with small roles to play, are being manipulated. The other day I learned a new phrase, “one drop theory” and I encountered it twice, once online vis Kamel, and then from my wife’s mouth on the same subject. Not a co-incidence. Programming. Battlespace prep. Memetic propagation . Very sophisticated forces are at work and their goals are not my goals.

Stack. It’s hard to influence the flow of history, but we can take steps to shape our own role, and our own experience.

nick

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Fri. July 26, 2024 – not feeling the love…

Hot and humid, raining? Maybe. Rained all day yesterday, so why not today too? I’ve got things to do and would like to use the pickup truck, but don’t want everything to get wet… The rain did cool it down yesterday which was nice. Started at 72F and ended at 78F.

Got through a whole day without hearing about issues with my hobby website. Guess I did finally get the DNS fixed and everything critical working right. If it’s not, I’ll hear about it. Didn’t get a lot else done except auction stuff. I did get two small woodworking projects knocked out. That gets the pieces out of my office and the pile of stuff needing attention. It feels like work but it is really work avoidance.

The new fridge is nice and cold, but as it was wet and raining, I didn’t move it into the garage. I have the fridge and freezer on riser stands to make the tops level, and to raise them so it’s a bit easier to get into the back and bottom of the fridge. The new fridge is taller but narrower than the old one. I’ll need to remake the riser for it if I want them to match. I’ll delay that for a day or two and hope for dryer weather. I need to pick up some 2x4s or hit the piles of fence wood…

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Got a quote from a facebook guy to connect the whole house gennie. Keep in mind it’s 10 feet from the electrical service and the gas service. $3000. $700 for the gas line, and the rest for the electrical work. Yeah, I don’t think so. At least not yet.

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Today I’ve got pickups all over town, east side, west side, south side… and tomorrow, north side. I got some good stuff for the house and the BOL, and even some hobby stuff. I’m definitely shirking getting the house back together though.

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Dinner last night was a pork loin roast (frozen in 2023), sauteed zucchini with cheese sauce (fresh from store), and shelf stable sourdough bread. Ate about 2 pounds of the roast… For dessert, white chocolate macademia nut cookies, from mix with a best by of 9-21. All the cookies got eaten too. Tonight will be a nice chuck roast in the slow cooker, and another loaf of bread.

Stack some food and the means to cook it. And practice. Yum.

nick

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Thur. July 25, 2024 – ain’t no step for a stepper…

Hot again, but starting out cooler. 85F last night, but 100% RH. The cooler temps almost felt pretty good. It rained in the morning, and again throughout the day depending on where you were in town. Today looks a lot like that on the national map.

Did some clean up and putting away then I went out to do my pick up. The only thing I was getting was the fridge I won to replace the garage fridge that died. It’s big, in good shape physically and pretty clean. I got it home and plugged it in. We’ll see if it gets cold before I go to the trouble of moving stuff to get it into place.

I also hit the Deseret Industries thrift store since I was in that part of town. Nothing too good, one book and some vinyl…

The rain hit and I headed home.

Today will be getting the fridge into place, if it’s cold, moving the chest freezer out, and generally moving stuff around. I might do a pick up or two, if I won stuff in the same area. I try to combine the trips to save gas and tolls.

If I’m out and about, I might throw a pry bar and a big hammer in the truck. There are lots of piles of broken fencing all over the neighborhood, and some have the wood I need to finish repairs on my fence. I like to make fence repairs with similarly aged material just so it looks uniform. I won’t grab it if it isn’t good stuff, it’s easy enough to buy the material, but as I said before, it’s not really my fence, so I don’t want to spend money on it. But I do want it fixed. I’m really looking for some cedar 4×4 posts. They are crazy money at the Home Depot, and I’d like some for mail box posts and other stuff too. You never know, and it’s prudent to be prepared…

Speaking of which, I do have a pile of fence stuff in the back corner of the yard, behind the garage. Pickets of several sizes, and some other smaller repair pieces. Much easier to have the stuff and replace a broken picket than to go to the store…

Anticipating future needs is the essence of prepping. And then stacking stuff to take care of those needs.

Stack on my friends…

nick

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Wed. July 24, 2024 – 07242024 – pickups today

Hot and humid, but less so to start the day. It was only 77F last night at midnight, with the light and intermittent rain cooling things down a bit. But it won’t last, because Houston… I only saw light rain in the morning, and at night, but some places got enough for localized street flooding, and the bayous were filling up.

I did my jury duty for City of Houston, and should be good for another 6 months. I’ll probably be called by the county soon as it seems to run in waves.

Did a bit of work on my hobby website when I got home, and that carried me to dinnertime. I think I got the kinks worked out for modern browsers at least. IE 11 pukes all over the site, but it’s unsupported anyway.

Today I’ve got to pick up the garage fridge I won, and maybe some other things if I can make the route make sense. Otherwise it’s domestic bliss and cleaning and organizing. I am not making the headway I’d hoped to make. I’ll do what I can with the lists… but I am not gonna beat myself up too badly.

I am going to stack. Because I always do, but I’m also working one using some of the stacks. If I can get them into what I bought them for, I’ll have room for more!

Yeah, that’s the ticket.

Stack some ammo this week, and maybe some black pew pews. Or go to the range and use some to touch up your skills. That would be good too.

nick

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Tues. July 23, 2024 – doing my civic duty…

Hot and humid. Got some rain in the afternoon yesterday which cooled things down a bit, depending on what part of town you were in. The area around the BOL reported about 4 inches in one hour… lots of regional and local variation in weather in the Lonestar state. I got a lot while driving around, but almost nothing at home.

Spent the morning poking at my non-prepping hobby club website. Learned some things. Got good tech support from both hosts, voice with india at homestead.com and chat with [somewhere probably not the USA] at bluehost.com. Both addressed my immediate issues although bluehost did a bunch of stuff without asking or telling me what he was doing. I had to figure it out afterwards. (he cleared my 301 redirects, and one of them was still needed.)

There are a lot of quirks in the whole, domain registrar/internet hosting service/SSL issuers/wordpress landscape. I’ve got one external link that gets a “/” appended to it, which breaks it. Dunno if it’s wordpress or my browser “helping” but it only happens with that one link. Had to add a trailing space to the xxxxx.pdf link to keep it from happening. And when I uploaded the xxx_xxx_xxx.pdf to my file system at the host, (to avoid having to have the external link and getting the security warning) something stripped out the “_”s in the file name which I didn’t notice, which broke the linking… found that and added them back in to fix it.

And after straightening out the residual redirects at the old host, I eventually discovered that somehow the old site had one nameserver changed to bluehost. A script must have done it when I changed the nameservers for the subdomain that I eventually transferred to the new host, bluehost… that’s been screwing me up since the change, I just didn’t know what was screwing me. Hopefully today everything will have propagated.

Because last night the site didn’t work at all on old IE. No idea why. Don’t really care, but someone might still be using it. Works fine on Firefox on windows and mint linux. And mostly works on chromium on linux.

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During my troubleshooting I was running tracert and noticed that the second hop outbound is always followed by 3 or 4 timeouts before it continues. I think ATT fiber, which is really good old lightspeed.sbcglobal.net underneath, has an issue somewhere…

1 <1 ms <1 ms <1 ms dsldevice.attlocal.net [192.168.1.254] 2 1 ms 1 ms 1 ms 172-14-48-1.lightspeed.hstntx.sbcglobal.net [172 .14.48.1] 3 2 ms 2 ms 2 ms 71.149.23.112 4 * * * Request timed out. 5 * * * Request timed out. 6 * * * Request timed out. 7 7 ms 7 ms 7 ms 32.130.16.255 8 * * * Request timed out. 9 9 ms 9 ms 9 ms 141.101.74.203 10 9 ms 9 ms 9 ms host77.ipowerweb.com [66.235.2xx.xxx] The 7th hop is always the same to the 4th quad then more hops... and there are usually several timeouts before it finally starts working toward the destination. Something regional at both ends that is broken?? They may still have sites down from the storms, they have temp gennies still connected to boxes in nearby neighborhoods. ------------- I am learning things. I wish I wasn't. I've got plenty else to do. And today, I'm doing my civic duty and reporting for jury service. City of Houston courts this time. The summons says it will take all day and to bring a lunch. Joy. But that's part of being a good citizen, participating in the process. I just have a particular aversion to stripping off all my weapons and tools and then walking around downtown. Oh well. We'll see how it goes. While I'm reading a book in the jury room, y'all should be stacking so you don't end up lacking... nick

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Mon. July 22, 2024 – pack is back together and I can relax a notch

Hot and humid, chance of rain. Yesterday was the same, but it never rained on me. Even though it was 90F+ it was ok in the shade with a breeze.

So that’s where I spent my afternoon and evening, in the shade of the overgrown trees and bushes in the back yard. I pruned. I cut. I stacked. I chainsawed… and it looks better. More importantly, the branches around the power, data, and telcom lines have been cut back.

That gave me access to the broken fence, and allowed me to do some half @ssed repairs. I decided to do something, since I had the stuff, and the neighbor (who owns the fence) hadn’t done anything. Took an hour and wasn’t hard. I used a metal post support thing driven into the ground at the base of two posts, and put some long fence pickets along the top rail and across the posts so as to reinforce and force the panels to be straight… It worked pretty well. If I could find them, I’d put in another post support or two. Eventually I’ll find them. Or the neighbor will decide to fix the fence. It’s far from perfect, but it will do for now, and it was cheap.

In order to do that work, I had to fix my string trimmer and pole saw. I put a new bump head on the string trimmer. And I think it was low oil in both power units that kept them from running. Changing the oil in the dirty one, and topping up the oil in the other got them both running. 2 stroke engines are easier to run, although the 4 strokes are supposed to be better. 4 strokes need the oil and regular gas. 2 strokes need oil IN the gas. I’d like to be standardized but I bought what was cheap in the auctions. Small gas tools are like PCs in that you need n+1 to keep n running…

I ended up cutting the grass in the back yard with the string trimmer again. Too long between mows, and I can’t get the mower through it. I pulled up the collard plants, and weeded the herb garden too.

All in all, a pretty productive afternoon and evening.

Today I’m doing indoor stuff in the morning, mostly auction, but also some hobby website work. I will continue with the office cleanup project as well. I’ve got jury duty Tuesday so I have to get some stuff done today.

Stay busy, work to improve your situation, and stack. The world is more unsettled today than it was a few days ago, and that trend is likely to continue.

nick

(title is because D1 was on a trip with a girlfriend and her mom to Florida, but she’s home now…)

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Sun. July 21, 2024 – got stuff to do. Do I have the time and motivation?

Hot and humid again. And still. It didn’t feel as hot Saturday because of the patchy clouds, and light overcast, but it was still 90F in the shade at 6pm. Various parts of town got some dribbling spatter, but no real rain that I could see.

Headed out to do a pickup, some material for pipe refurbishment, and ended up chatting with a guy for an hour. The pickup was at the liquidation of an auctioneer I used to buy from all the time. That was pre-covid. His wife died and he quit selling shortly after. Stuff just sat for 5 years and he finally had to get rid of it because the landlord died and they want the land back… One of the interesting things was that the neighborhood, a real shite hole, looked like it might be improving and even gentrifying. People were fixing up houses, and building new houses on the lots. Unfortunately, the re-birth didn’t happen. It was still pretty much the same neighborhood, although he said that hispanics moved in and drove out the blacks that had been there forever. I see that particular demographic change all over Houston, and even other cities. Millions of illegals have to live somewhere…

So I chatted with him for a while, then hit Goodwill looking for shirts and pants, but ended up buying some vinyl albums. Place was busy with resellers and hipsters.

On my way home I ended up stopping to help a guy unconscious on the road. I see people sleeping in the open all over Houston now, but this guy was half on the road, half on the sidewalk, and well dressed. It looked like he’d fallen and hit his head. By the time I got back around, parked and headed toward him, a lady and another guy were there too. He woke up, seemed sorta ok, admitted to drinking the night before, and didn’t want to move from where he was. I gave him a bottle of water, and left. Started rethinking that as I drove away and decided to circle back and see if he’d moved or improved. He hadn’t. He was passed out again in the same spot.

The other people had left him too. The thing I was thinking was that heat injuries present like drunkenness- slurred speech, confusion, shuffling … so I checked him out again. Got him sitting and talking. He was only sweating from his scalp. No slurring, no odor, and it’s 5pm, 10+ hours since he was drinking. I got more of his story, tried for a medical history, but got no response to questions about blood pressure, diabetes, blood sugar, etc. He’d lost his phone, but still had his wallet in his pocket. No one I could contact for him. His speech was clear but he went from passed out to voluble to passed out. I asked if I could touch his arm, and he was cool and clammy. That isn’t good. It’s almost as bad as hot and dry. And then he passed out again. Time for 911. His breathing went from normal to shallow and rapid shortly after the call. That’s another bad sign.

The big red bus arrived, two HFD EMT’s got my synopsis, and he sat up and was chatty again just as they arrived. One of them felt his skin and they quickly got him on the trolley and into the ambulance to transport him. That was it for my involvement, and I headed home.

I am sharing the story because I’m still thinking and re-thinking about it hours later, and it helps to put it in words.

Why did I notice him? There are bums all over Houston, especially “inside the Loop” which is the area closer to downtown. Many are crashed out during the day.. but they are in the shade, they will cross their legs or arms, something to suggest that it’s intentional. This guy was sprawled, head on the sidewalk, legs and feet over the curb and in the street, arms splayed out. In full sun. Bums aren’t clean or well dressed. This guy was both. He was wearing shorts and a collared shirt. His small backpack/bookbag was next to him. He was on my left, on the cross street, and 50-60 feet away.

It just didn’t look right and caught my eye. Because I pay attention to the bums, I knew that he didn’t look like one, and wasn’t in the right place to be one.

It’s hot. I know people are at heightened risk of problems when it’s hot. That added to the ‘not looking right’. It caught the attention of an older black woman, a middle aged hispanic man walking with his family, and me– so I knew I wasn’t reacting inappropriately, the other people saw something concerning enough to park and get out of their cars, and check. As I was trying to get the guy sitting up, I said “come on and sit up, you don’t look like the kind of guy who should be laying in the street” and the lady said “that’s what I thought too”… so I felt like I wasn’t overreacting, or misinterpreting the situation.

Since I’m not an EMT or professional, and because the guy seemed to have control of his faculties once he sat up, I couldn’t dive into a medical assessment, and if he was just drunk, I didn’t think calling the cops would improve his situation, even if they’d respond, so I talked to him. Tried to find out his mental state, and if there were any other problems he was aware of having. Since he wasn’t answering health questions, it seemed like he’d just had too much to drink, and I’m sure that was the hispanic guy’s conclusion when he left after I initially did. But even if he’d been drinking, it didn’t mean he wasn’t having a heat related health emergency.

I thought about it. He was passed out when I arrived, when I returned, and then again while I was talking to him. He had literally not moved an inch. His head was in the same puddle of sweat when he laid back down. In between he seemed lucid and not drunk but wouldn’t try to move, or drink the water I gave him. Didn’t add up to “let him lay on the street.” It also didn’t match up with the other cases of heat illness I’ve seen, except for the clammy skin. 100+F in the sun and the guy is clammy. He’s clearly not thinking straight. And then he falls over again…. so yeah, 911 and get him some real help.

I hope he’s ok. He said he was 3 month sober until the night before when the woman he met encouraged him to drink with her. I asked him if he had a sponsor I could call, if he was in a program, if there was anyone I could call, but he’d lost his phone. Couldn’t even give me his sponsor’s name (IDK if that’s normal but the second A in AA is “anonymous” after all…) People used to carry “In Case of Emergency” cards in their wallets, now it’s all on their phones. Having a couple of contacts on a card in your wallet would be a GOOD IDEA ™.

It’s been 15 years, 7 months, and 13 days since I quit drinking.* I never did a program or went to meetings, but I am familiar with the basics from friends who went that route. It’s not something I think about much, and not part of my identity as it seems to be with so many people who can’t wait to tell you they’re “in recovery”. And yet it comes up surprisingly often. I am amazed by the number of people over the years I’ve “testified” to, or given some encouragement. I hope it’s helped them and not caused them to look at me and go “o h h e l l n o, I’m not turning out like him!” 🙂 Maybe it was the heat, or maybe this guy just fell off the wagon and his body reacted badly to it, or maybe he had another medical issue, or maybe he had all three things going on. I didn’t feel right walking away from him once I got involved.

Moral of the story? Keep your eyes open. Know what is normal for your area and the people in it. Act if you see something wrong. If it doesn’t look right, trust your unconscious brain to be bringing stuff to your attention, and then GIVE it some attention. And there are still good people out there, that are willing to overcome their reluctance and see if they can help. (not me, the other folks that stopped)

Awareness is a prep. Local knowledge is a prep. Basic first aid is a prep. Acting on what you see takes practice and cultivating a willingness to do so. It’s a skill too and needs exercise.

It wasn’t the stacks that helped this time, but I’m sure they will help in the future. Stack like your life depends on it.

nick

* I don’t keep track of the elapsed time anymore, I do the math when I need to.

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